Today I am glad to say yet again that I am HIV negative!
Nah on something serious, as usual the young men in the world REFUSE to wear condoms to wear condoms on their DICKS and females continue to let niggas stick their BARE NAKED DICKS inside of them. Its something I don't understand.. If you wanna have sex, why can't you wear a condom? It isn't that hard to put on. It doesn't take that long to put on. It has the ability to prevent a lifetime of complications and diseases. Prolong a life!!
I used to be the dumb uneducated boy that didnt wanna use condoms back in 9th and 10th grade but as I got older, i got over it. Now in todays world, I am meeting dudes at my school who don't use condoms, don't buy condoms, don't care about condoms and females are the same way. I suppose it starts with PARENTS to emphasize the importance of having safe sex and should be enforced in the minds of our middle schoolers and high schoolers. A 36 pack of condoms could last you a while and you would only have to pay no more than $15.
Females, I don't know why y'all would trust a dude with your life after not knowing someone a year, month, day.... Some of the stories I have heard has been crazy.. ofcourse I don't judge... but please if the dude you want, sexy..this that and the third.. atleast make sure he wearing protection upon lusting ova him. It hurts that not one BUT two females I've come into contact have genital herpes and ofcourse there is nothing I can do about it but it comes down to what they could of did. Today, i watched a mail who didn't take all the proper measures to putting a condom on a dildo (fake penis) and it was just sad to watch my generation not knowing what it is doing when it comes down to putting a condom on properly. SAD. Frustrating! I haven't experienced a condom breaking or catching a STD/STI but it is a common occurrence among my people and our children should not be subject to this kind of ignorance...
Once again, I digress...
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Happy Birthday
“Well, birthdays are merely symbolic of how another year has gone by and how little we've grown. No matter how desperate we are that someday a better self will emerge, with each flicker of the candles on the cake, we know it's not
to be, that for the rest of our sad, wretched pathetic lives, this is who we are to the bitter end. Inevitably, irrevocably; happy birthday? No such thing.”
-Jerry Seinfeld
to be, that for the rest of our sad, wretched pathetic lives, this is who we are to the bitter end. Inevitably, irrevocably; happy birthday? No such thing.”
-Jerry Seinfeld
Monday, June 14, 2010
Now Or Later
There is a raging debate going on in my mind. I am not a fan of cheating but realistically it happens for some reason just like most people indeed make mistakes. My question is not whether you would prefer somebody to cheat on you or not because ofcourse you would like for it never to happen. My question is simply: Now Or Later? Three days from now or three years from now? What would hurt more? Would it hurt that you can't trust your partner three months into your relationship or the fact that your lover and best friend would dare go behind your back years months into the relationship after everything you had been through together?
I've asked some of my peers about the situation and some have told me that after their companion would have cheated within in the first three months of the relationship, the whole thing would have been null and void because the trust that a relationship is supposed to be built on is done and over with. For most people after the trust is gone there is no turning back, there is no reconcile. I want to know why, is it because that while a person is getting accustomed to a new found relationship and has yet to get used to their new found boundaries or maybe they weren't ready for a relationship, that could be the case also. There is no excuse for cheating although there could always be a reason. Most individuals are so misunderstood but results are results no matter how you got them. If you cheated you cheated, no matter what the reason is.
Now if you switch the situation and make it three years, then it comes down to the fact that you are hurt. Deeply hurt. "Why would you cheat on me after all this time?" I still feel like there could be a reason for it to happen, whether it be spiritual, emotional, physical or whatever the case may be. However, there's always the person who cheats just to cheat so you cannot choose to make excuses for everyone. There's always the fact that people do not wanna throw away all their precious time that cannot get back for love. "Is it worth it? That decision, Because hearts break and I ain't tryna be in that collision" Is it worth going back to something that may hurt you again after soo much time and effort? Although if you have a certain type of relationship with a person and you are willing to make mends with one inorder to preserve the future which may be brighter than the present. Some cannot cope with the fact that you have to rebuild the foundation of that relationship which is built on loyalty, trust and support.
Decisions..... Decisions......hopefully most of us won't have to make them....
I've asked some of my peers about the situation and some have told me that after their companion would have cheated within in the first three months of the relationship, the whole thing would have been null and void because the trust that a relationship is supposed to be built on is done and over with. For most people after the trust is gone there is no turning back, there is no reconcile. I want to know why, is it because that while a person is getting accustomed to a new found relationship and has yet to get used to their new found boundaries or maybe they weren't ready for a relationship, that could be the case also. There is no excuse for cheating although there could always be a reason. Most individuals are so misunderstood but results are results no matter how you got them. If you cheated you cheated, no matter what the reason is.
Now if you switch the situation and make it three years, then it comes down to the fact that you are hurt. Deeply hurt. "Why would you cheat on me after all this time?" I still feel like there could be a reason for it to happen, whether it be spiritual, emotional, physical or whatever the case may be. However, there's always the person who cheats just to cheat so you cannot choose to make excuses for everyone. There's always the fact that people do not wanna throw away all their precious time that cannot get back for love. "Is it worth it? That decision, Because hearts break and I ain't tryna be in that collision" Is it worth going back to something that may hurt you again after soo much time and effort? Although if you have a certain type of relationship with a person and you are willing to make mends with one inorder to preserve the future which may be brighter than the present. Some cannot cope with the fact that you have to rebuild the foundation of that relationship which is built on loyalty, trust and support.
Decisions..... Decisions......hopefully most of us won't have to make them....
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
R.I.P. D.Q.R.
You know I spend money cuz spending time is hopeless and I pop bottles because I bottle my emotions. Look up!
The sky is turning red
as my return to insanity that transcended from the vanity reflected off the mirror of the solitude that separates me from the world.. draws near
Fall into me, the sky spoke
And when the sky cries, I crawl
Out the ocean of the sorrow that has drenched my depression.
Abolish the rules made in stone yet with every crumbled metaphor comes a simile.. that can not be... a winters breeze.. that somehow became my alter ego Mr freeze.. Pierced from below, souls of my treacherous past
Betrayed by many, now ornaments dripping above
Awaiting the hour of reprisal
Your time slips away
You know I spend money cuz spending time is hopeless and I pop bottles because I bottle my emotions.
I could barely breathe when my close friend died, because we were so busy that we never tried,
To make sense of a corrupt world that could let you drown in a pool of evil.
Death is not evil, for it frees man from all ills and takes away his desires along with desire's rewards. Old age is the supreme evil, for it deprives man of all pleasures while allowing his appetites to remain, and it brings with it every possible sorrow. Yet men fear death and desire old age.
Death craves the brave and takes the weak but when somebody dies every day of the week i start to wonder who isnt.
You know I spend money cuz spending time is hopeless and I pop bottles because I bottle my emotions.
And i continue to hear my next girl argue with my ex girl because they not same female but i never share my thoughts because thats all a nigga knows.. thats why i never cry because if open up.. my eyes overflows. You remember me, i'm still the same guy.. i'm Jus a lil blue and i'm jus a lil colder not because i want to hurt you but i'm just a lil older...
Dont believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please dont be scared of what i say
Be scared of what i do
I spend money cuz spending time is hopeless and I pop bottles because I bottle my emotions.
Atleast i put it all out into the open
Rest in peace dafiq rasheed.
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