Saturday, July 24, 2010

INCEPTION

A dream unconsciously spoken
Escapes reality...
In that instant... I need to know..
Where am I?
As I walk across the clouds, I feel myself rising
waiting for the future by letting go of my past
I thought I was ready but as a delegate once explained to me
You're never really know until you're actually doing it..
Of course I'll never understand but I'll never forget
wise words from a decent man..
Trust issues because I hate to hold Denise's hand
Momma raised me... Momma dropped me...
good thing I learned how to dust my self off
A dream of the perfect portrait unfortunately
i forgot what I was drawing... and then
...i forgot what I was writing
Wait...There she is
Deception, in her purest form.. leading me off cloud 9
Free falling... I don't have 9 lives
From ten different directions, telling me 9 lies.
Why am i forced to have this feeling of hate?
Falling upside-down, i can't see straight.
What does my future await?
Will my past and future conjugate..
with right now?
A dream of inception that i can not wake up from
I conversed myself asleep,
by telling him its the women that you shall stay away from
..Convinced... I winced from the pain of feeling of changing my past
..for the betterment of MY
Future.
No more.
I tell myself, No more being timid...
No more being scared.
Blurred vision, i roll over in my sleep
In the midst of my sweet side that fails to exist
it creates a puzzle full of persistence and resistance
I'm ready for everything that you are ready to give me
baby, I'm ready for the unthinkable.
Then with a kick of my chair... my totem falls
and I wake up.. DREAM OVER.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Inspiration...

I inspired one of my homegirls to write this piece.. She tryna get her groove back and I admire her work

I Met An Intelligent Brotha.
I met an intelligent brotha.
...and what a man he is.

Never met such a speciman,
who stands out like he is.

we talk about books,
kick knowledge...Malcolm X

Oh yeah he's different,
not once mentioned sex...

Yes, He inspires me..
to be the higher me.

Glad to meet..
Real Men & he, The Epitome.

Gotta get my mind right
before i approach this guy.

Never knew a dude
that could Outsmart I.

I like this feeling.
That i happen to be feeling.

Not Lust, Not Love...
Just...a sort of healing.

Because lord Knows i was Sick,
of the Boys, Liars, Tricks.

Intelligent Brotha
I admire you.

Eyes wide open,
i desire you.

In a different type of way.
it should always be this way.

Inspiration, meditation..
peace within my mind.

kind of a mystery,
got me thinking all the time.

...intelligent brotha...
hold on to that head.

You are greatness,
from my mouth it has been said...

i barely know you,
but i want to get to know you.

just so that i can show you,
im an intelligent sistah too...

I met an intelligent brotha,
...and what a man he is.

Never met such a speciman,
who stands out like he is.

by: Af-Asia


I suppose it isn't enough intelligent brothers in the world.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

No hours on the clock?

Its really not enough time in the day to really spend as much time as i want with certain people. Everyone has their schedule... everybody has things to do... everyone is living their own life but still i wish i had an opportunity to spend with all those whom i love and care about because without them, i wouldnt be who i am today. I lost a friend before i had time to do everything i wanted to do with him and any second can be a second too late...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Time to Start Over

...well maybe not.. but today will i will start a new outlook on life