A Dream Deferred

A dream unconsciously spoken

Escapes reality...

In that instant... I need to know..

Where am I?

As I walk across the clouds, I feel myself rising

waiting for the future by letting go of my past

I thought I was readyy but as a delegate once explained to me

You're never really know until you're actually doing it..

Ofcourse I'll never understand but i'll never forget

wise words from a decent man..

Trust issues because I hate to hold Denise's hand

Momma raised me... Momma dropped me...

good thing I learned how to dust my self off

A dream of the perfect portrait unfortunately

i forgot what i was drawing... and then

...i forgot what i was writing

Take a look...

Take A Look At Yourself, The Mirrors Revealing...

Final Fantasy XIII

Been trying my hand at my first final fantasy game on Playstation 3... pretty interesting game seeing as though i haven't played something since God of War 3 back in March.. Keeps my hands busy and my mind stimulated..

Wise Words From A Decent Man

Often I Let An Artist Speak For Me..


"-having dreams of being single forever he’s getting worried
and I’m scared too because I’m in the same boat
good women are rare too, none of them have come close
me I have’nt changed much, you know how I play
better safe than sorry
instead of searching for substance at every single party
baby being part of this life
I feel like I’m bound to end up with somebody
that’s been with everybody
I need you to rescue me from my destiny
I’m trying to live right and give you whatever’s left of me
cause you know life is what we make it and a
chance is like a picture, it’d be nice if you just take it.
Or let me take it for ya
I’m just down to ride
or we can roll around the city until we finally decide
I got more than a thing for you, tattoo and ink for you
right over my heart girl I do the unthinkable"

-Drake

Sex Rules Everything Around Us

Sex...
      I had an interesting conversation with one of my female friends last night and she was telling about her experiences during her just finished freshman year of college and she hinted that 'all men' that are enrolled in college expect sex from females without even attempting getting to know a female first..and she doesn't experience it that way when she goes home which is why she can't wait to go back home. Ofcourse I attempted to take the male side of the situation and say its not true.. but to no avail, she had a better point to every good point I made. I told her its society's fault and I slept on the conversation and said to myself this morning that while it is wrong for every dude to want sex initially, A LOT of females allow it and ofcourse if it didn't work for anybody then nobody would do it. I have completed three years of college and have noticed the changed mentality of myself and as well as my peers. So i have come to this fact..

     College has a reputation of freedom, parties, and sex and while that it is the case the main reason that college exists is to gain knowledge. Whether it be about your major, about people in life or just about the opposite sex. Its really amazing.. if women had the Efficacy which is the capacity to produce an effect. Then, most of the time women would not have to stand for the complete and utter nonsense that they go through now-in-days. It comes down to 'Self-efficacy' V.S. 'Social Constraints' which is what you want and not caring what others thought or doing what society allows you to do. Women should realize the power that has been gained within the last couple of centuries.. We almost had a female presidential candidate as well as a female vice president so most gender roles that were created years ago are being re-written. Some females I have conversations with love sex all the same as males do if not more but don't believe in having sex with the next random dude that happens to rear his head around the corner while her close friend will have a new dude on deck every other week. They will share their views with each other and tell each other who is wrong and who is right. A lifestyle is the way a person lives, acts and handles every situation. All lifestyles are different. I believe that the lines between personal identity and the everyday doings that signal a particular lifestyle become blurred in today's modern society. So if you have that friend that does things that you don't agree with (especially sexually) then let that person know immediately. You can't always change the way a person plays the game but you can give hints on how they can better their game... And I know I have had to give out a few condoms

Find Your Love

Find Your Love


I am a sucker for love...
not really but I am often entranced in the thought of being in love...
i figure, one day it will happen when it need to...
but this songs speaks volumes to me because I wonder...
when i get the right opportunity to go the extra length to
find my love even if i know there could be negative things that accompany
her...

Vintage Poetry

Some Poems I Wrote Back in 06/07. I have really evolved since then but I feel like i should definately show my growth as an artist because maturation is so important.

Battlegrounds Step Show 2010

Even though we lost by 5 points... It was a great show and the crowd loved it. Here's the vid...